Total slacker

UnknownOh dear, I have been grossly neglectful of my blog and haven’t posted since February – FEBRUARY! I don’t even remember February.

I’ve had enough of the nagging guilt and it’s time to get back on the horse. For some reason, I’ve had a major case of writers-block which has been really hard for me to get past. I haven’t been truly inspired by something for a long time and I’m still trying to figure out why, to be honest. The longer it’s gone on, the more I’ve stopped trying which has only exacerbated the situation. Corny as it sounds, when I used to write, the words used to fall out of my brain through my fingers and onto the page and I ‘felt’ what I was writing. I haven’t had that feeling for the longest time and I’m scared it’s gone.

My life’s a bit of a rollercoaster at the moment, for both good reasons and bad and I’m finding I’m having to force myself to have a quiet five minutes sometimes as I’m so constantly ‘on’. Perhaps that’s the reason. It’s fun to be busy but I’m learning that downtime is really important.

I know that no one particularly cares if I blog or not, it’s not like I have hordes of fans wondering where I’ve disappeared to, but it’s really important to me.

I just need to get a major grip and crack on, stop being such a baby! I got rid of the pink theme too, it was stressing me out everytime I clicked on it, gross.



  1. 15th August 2015 / 3:04 am

    “…it’s really important to me.” Thank you for your passion for writing and that you write for no one else but yourself but you still express your art(which I consider writing to be) to us. Because of this journal entry, I feel more confident about the passion I may have for writing.
    Thank you and keep pouring out the love of words!

  2. 15th August 2015 / 3:16 am

    “…it’s really important to me.” This is great! I love the fact you write because of your joy you have for writing and you write for no one else however you express and share your art(which is what I call writing) with us. I feel more confident about the passion I am discovering I may have for writing.
    Thank you and keep pouring out the love for words! WHOA!

    • ellainthebigcity
      15th August 2015 / 10:21 am

      Thank you for your comment! Keep writing! xx

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